learning to speak fetus

can you believe it... tomorrow is the day!

well, i'm praying tomorrow is. they plan on starting me on a pitocin drip around 8 AM. i keep hearing horror stories about that drug- how it won't work or i will be in labor for two days. i'm praying selishly, it all ends tomorrow. i asked if i could walk today to see if i could get things naturally started and they said, "NO." the dr. is in bozeman today giving a clinic and they don't want me going into labor tonight. curses. i told matt, "screw that. i'm walking around this room then!" i made him take me on a slightly bumpy wheel chair ride with jim and azure and the kids to a park with a creek. ellyse is hilarious. she has to do everything and be everywhere aiden is. oh little sisters!!!

just watched birth videos with matt. i think he is more freaked out than me.... i'm feeling fairly peaceful right now! matt said he is all for the epidural after we watched that clip!

i'm praying and praying- please pray and pray ... i know it's a selfish request and everything is in God's hands... so really ultimately i ask for peace and patience and to remember to fully put my trust in God.... i'm also asking that the pitocin works quickly, Liam comes tomorrow and NO C sections or any further complications!!!!!!

i'll let you know as soon as i get a chance what the news is.

thank you for your prayers and thoughts- you are much a part of this joy and i am SO blessed.

Liam says "see you soon." (i'm learning to speak fetus)

oh and P.S. my butt and lower back have never hurt this bad. i can't sit, i can't lay. i'm ready!!!